Chaos

My mind today was very confused, distracted and anxious. It was so bad, I forgot to eat lunch and only found out this evening after my cat played with my lunch. On top of that I skipped dinner as well. In other words I haven't eaten propperly except for a small snack. And here I am blogging again. It's not Jake's birthday anymore, or at least not in my part of the world, and the end is slowly approaching. I'm now so tired and underfed, I can't sleep. I even took the effort to type this blog on my freakin' phone.